RAWRS this is RAY`S bitch updatinq for hims ;D l0Ls anyway i jes want to sayy.. happy new years ! hope everyone had a fun vacation..and i jes fixed up ray`s xanga so hope you guys enjoy..ermms....hmm...nothinq else to say o__o blinkblink* okieeyy byebye for now thens.. >xP

                              ilove you bitch ! - ameyy <3`

edit 1/3/06-  so yeah hey guys loL haven't updated in a while but did amey do like the best job ever or what? ;]

n' happy new year guys...one simple resolution for me this year: to find happiness

o yeah, love u too amey loL ;D <3

i’ve lost myself in this place of suffering

i’ve lost myself in this place of struggling

sorry but i’ve lost my purpose to live

for there’s nothing left in me that i can give

but every night i pray to god, i beg of u please

save me a place in heaven so i can rest in peace

i’ve lost myself, like i’ve lost all my family and friends

i’ve lost myself and there just seems to be no end

no end to the misery, no end to the pain

i’ve gotten used to it but i still complain

i guess i’ll just wait it out, til death comes by

no more problems, no more tears to cry

i’ve lost myself, i’m floating alone in the clouds

i’ve lost myself and noone can find me in the crowd

but i live one more minute, i live one day longer

hoping that it’d be different, hoping it’d be better

but it never changes, it remains the same

n’ there’s noone in this world but me to blame

i’ve lost myself and i dunno where to go from here

i’ve lost myself and home doesn’t seem so near

i’ve lost myself and i dunno what to do anymore

i’ve lost myself, i’ve lost everything worth living for

i’ve lost myself and noone will ever find me

school sucks ass...yeah i give up

one last try, one last shot, give me one last chance

to grab your hand and hold u close for one last dance

one last word, one last truth, girl just tell me one last lie

let me hear your beautiful voice for just one last time

one last message, one last love note, one last poem to write

when i sleep, i want one last dream to dream of u at night

one last gift, one last present, one last diamond ring

one last line, one last lyric, one last song to sing

one last photo, one last picture, one last memory for me to keep

one last sob, one last cry, one last tear to weep

one last prayer, one last hope, one last wish to make

but letting go was the hardest choice i had to take

Maybe it was your fault, maybe it was mine

We blamed each other n’ made each other cry

Girl, I just hope u’re happy, I hope u moved on

I hope u found the place where u truly belong

I hope u have found your prince and have a happily-ever-after

I just wanted u to hear my last goodbye

I just wanted to see u for one last time

I know I’m wrong, I know I don’t deserve a second try

I just want to say sorry girl, I never meant to make u cry

I just wanted to be your prince to share your happily-ever-after

Can somebody just sit down with me somewhere n’ just talk?